Pigtails frame
the television screen;
Strands of curly
brown hair escape their ties
And brush and
tickle the tip of my nose.
Squirmy legs
sprawl across my lap –
Little feet kick
me in the face.
No longer a
person of dignity,
My academic
credentials mean nothing,
Nor does success
or failure in my career.
Now I have only
one purpose in my life:
I am furniture.
I am a resting
place for small legs and arms;
I am a chair on
which sparkling brown eyes watch TV.
All furniture – beds,
bookcases, chairs, sofas –
Has limited
life.
Cushions flatten
and upholstery fades.
Backs and
bottoms need new, ergonomic seats;
The old ones are
cast off,
In dumps and in
consignment auctions.
So will my term
as a sitting piece end.
You will vacate
my lap someday, whether soon or late.
Your foster
placement with us will end,
Or you will grow
older,
Not needing a
lap to protect you
From whatever
coldness the couch contains.
Until that time,
I watch your pigtails bounce;
I protect my
face as I can from your kicks.
I love you while
you are with me,
And I gladly
sacrifice my dignity,
My professional
esteem, my degrees and accomplishments
For that highest
and most valued calling:
Furniture for a
four-year-old girl.
Terrific and tender Joshua "I gladly sacrifice my dignity" to make a difference and nurture such innocence... With Best Wishes Scott www.scotthastie.com
ReplyDeleteLove it.. the voice of a rocking chair, embracing that little girl.. I remember such a child-size rocking chair my grandparents had, and I hope it's now is passing down in generations.. Dignity always bend to a higher purpose.
ReplyDelete"So will my term as a sitting piece end."..dear rocking chair, until it comes enjoy the soft and tender touch of innocence....beautiful
ReplyDeleteMy favorite chair :-)
ReplyDeleteZQ
This is a wonderful write--full of vibrancy and life--
ReplyDeleteThis was so lovely. It choked me up a little :)
ReplyDeleteOh Joshua, with what a big smile I read this.......so nice to see you back, I know you have been busy - and she sounds enchanting. No matter how long or short a time she is with you (and I hope for her sake it is long), she will remember your lap , a safe haven, in her turbulent little journey. Bless you! I look after foster kids too, on a respite basis, small passengers moving through my life. They take something of us when they go, all we can do is love them while they're here.
ReplyDeleteOh I love this....I adored the furniture and never wanted to leave those laps, that security and deep love.
ReplyDeleteDonna@LivingFromHappiness
This is so sweet, Joshua!! So loving and real. Wonderful write!
ReplyDeleteYet there is more to come as grandchildren too will learn of this precious asset and sweeter too will be your memories.
ReplyDeletea comforting piece of furniture. don't worry, they will remember your worth :)
ReplyDeleteThis is a very touching poem. I am especially moved by the idea that she will eventually no longer need a lap to protect her....
ReplyDeleteI do hope you will make the rounds a bit here at PU, returning visits...etc.
What a wonderful act of love and caring...i hope she gets to stay safe there with you for a little while longer
ReplyDeleteThis is such a unique perspective and approach....from the title to the way you have described your relationship with this 4yr old. It is altogether lovely!
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